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posts from a dude

Today I decided to finally take care of my skin with some premium product.

Yes, I can finally afford to take care of my oily force field surrounding my fat. I decide to go into a certain beauty product store since I know they’ll have almost every thing you can put on your skin known to man(woman?)kind. Unfortunately, they tend to cater to the opposite sex. I go with one mission, find something that works on my face. I do this with the same attitude I go in to target with. Go in, get what you need, gtfo! Unfortunately they decide to make the products in french. There are literally tons or products you can put on your face. Before I start to go crazy and just start throwing things around, i’m forced to actually ask someone for help. Apparently there is such a thing as a skin professional (I should have asked to see her license, or maybe her credentials?). So now instead of being in this store for 5 minutes, i’m there for about 40 and talking to two employees. I must look like the most ridiculous man ever to walk into this store. Since my embarrassment is basically down the drain i’m just throwing in as many questions that are relevant to my face. Will it keep my face oil free without damaging it, will my skin peel off, is there any way to get the same product without having to sell my soul…? So, if it does this to my arm…what will it do to my face? No I don’t want to tell you how old I am, i’m aware that I look young and yes I still breakout. After about 15-20 minutes of banter I’m finally able to get the hell out. Then there’s the checkout line..”no I don’t have a membership and I don’t think i’ll ever apply for one, has hell frozen over? Finally after being stuck in this store i’m able to leave…not without getting the most feminine (girliest?) bag to place my products in. Well at least my face will be happy.

Next time i’m just ordering this stuff online.

The Neighborhood - Sweater Weather

Made my playlist late in 2013. Such a great song to listen to on my ride through DTLA.

Becky G - Quiero Bailar

I can’t believe how young she is, a future hip hop star? 

only time will tell…

Stromae - Papaoutai

WOW, this video is amazing. A definite watch!

On my 2013 playlist

Maitre Gims - Changer

Another good song by Maitre Gims - Zombie 



Her voice always gives me chills…so good

Hyorin - Lonely


such a good song

old but goodie

It’s a start…

It is with great relief that I write this post. I usually like to paste links to wonderful and uplifting songs that people should listen to. I like to think of it as brightening a persons day. Today I get to post about recent events. Normally, I don’t like to post about myself because I don’t think anyone really cares. Not that they don’t “care,” I just think that people would rather hear about good news. For the past few years i’ve been extremely confused and lost in my own life choices. I’ve been lucky enough to travel the world, gain wonderful life experiences, and I have been graced with great friends. However, recently I’m back at home, over 30, and feeling completely and utterly useless. I have distanced myself from others in order to spare them from the emotional black hole has been my life. Thankfully, after months of sending out resumes and doing interviews, I finally received an offer. The first person I told was my mother, who immediately dropped the groceries she was holding and gave me a tearful hug. Of course, if you know me, you know that I am an absolute sucker for a woman crying, and this being my mother I couldn’t help but hold back the tears. I guess her relief was greater than mine. I hope that I can spend the rest of my life trying to make her proud and pay her back for all of the opportunities she has paved for me. For now, at least I can bring her relief in knowing that I will be ok. To all mothers everywhere, you are truly loved and appreciated.